Uh...

What about us...

2009-09-30T17:56:00.005-12:00

Sometimes I wonder if his side of the family still remembers us? They haven't tried to contact us since he left.
Have they replaced us with the new person?
Do we ever even cross their minds? Or are we just those 3 they used to know down in Texas? Do they have questions about us?

How are his girls doing? What's Molly doing since she graduated college? Is Mallory going to college? How is their mom doing? Have they all forgotten about us? Maybe it's just easier not to remember.

Goal.....

2009-09-30T17:14:00.002-12:00

I was going to use the word "fat", but I guess that's taking it a little too far.. So "heavier" describes how I am today.

My goal is to look like this again...
Wish me luck!

Mo Jealousy & Envy comin' from my enemies.

2009-06-13T09:21:00.003-12:00

At first I thought maybe it had rained Paint Stripper that day, but then I remembered I'm not a retarded piece of shit like the person who did this to my car.

<-- Bitch Move. One only a real Bitch could pull off.

I'll be sure to have a talk with my Buick, find out what it's been doing to people to make them resort to this. It should be interesting.

But I'm not stupid, this was to get at me. Shits weak yo! And this isn't over. Keep fuckin' with my shit like a pussy OR be a man and come fuck with me. Whatever the problem is, I can guarantee it's not because I messed with what's yours. So if you have a question/concern/complaint, you know where i stay. Knock on the door, tell me something. If i'm home, i'll be happy to answer. Let me find out. You can't be that scary if you fuckin' with peoples cars. Lame!

Let me live my life. Ya'll know ya'll ain't right. NIGGERS be so shife, I'm tryin to maintain....

Come on Now.

2009-01-01T06:29:00.002-12:00

Please do not use my debit card number.

I believe that is stealing.

Not that you give a damn, obviously... But it's a huge pain in the ass to get a new one.

I also worked really hard at my J O B for the money in my account.

If you need something or even want something.....

Just ask me.

It will make it easier for the both of us in the long run.

* sigh *

Good Morning!

2008-12-08T00:02:00.003-12:00

Mister rabbit says, "A moment of realization is worth a thousand prayers."

(kinda)

But, Leave It To Beaver, eh?

Addicted to Pencaps.

2008-11-25T17:26:00.002-12:00

Persuade thyself that imperfection and inconvenience are the natural lot of mortals, and there will be no room for discontent, neither for despair.
-Ieyasu Tokugawa

Not yet, but...

2008-11-11T23:05:00.001-12:00

What they expect?

I procrastinate.

here comes a tuffy..

2008-10-31T17:52:00.002-12:00

Sippin' Hennessy, Say Word Son!

2008-09-29T17:22:00.003-12:00

Hennessy in popular culture.....

Hennessy is popular among many hip-hop artists and is frequently mentioned in rap lyrics.[5]
The brand's association with luxury, and decadence on occasion, is noted in passing in the lyrics to Duncan Sheik's song "White Limousine".
In the James Bond film On Her Majesty's Secret Service, Bond, rescued by a St. Bernard in Switzerland, curtly dismisses the dog and tells him to bring Five Star Hennessy.
In the film Schindler's List, Oscar Schindler orders it to bribe officials with, saying "We are going to need lots of cognac. The best. Hennessy".

Ya so as of tonight I can finally say I "sipped" on Hennessy. Literally, a small sip. I was pretty wasted. I feel as if my "G" status has definitely moved up a notch, if not 2. Now that I'm super drunk, I'm considering bustin out some ill flow, like wha? Shits gonna be sick, SHON! Just wait.

(Just a warning... It's totally over rated. I'll drink my dogs urine before I drink that boo boo again)

I think I'll just stick to committing sick wicked crimes, and drivin' around with my rocket launcher. HellRaiser up in this Apartment. Whoop Whoop!

i think there's hurricane coming.. hmm..

2008-09-12T08:03:00.002-12:00

Oh am I fooling you?
Do you fall for it all
Or do you just see right through?
Are you as cool as you believe?
Are you playing hard?
Are you waiting just to quietly clock my card?
Are you waiting for a moment to leave?

Sucks when u can't trust yourself. Better off smokin Crack.

2008-08-29T07:16:00.004-12:00

Disappointment....

Disappointment is the feeling of dissatisfaction that follows the failure of expectations to manifest. Similar to regret, it differs in that the individual feeling regret focuses primarily on personal choices contributing to a poor outcome, while the individual feeling disappointment focuses on outcome.[1] It is a source of psychological stress.[2] The study of disappointment—its causes, impact and the degree to which individual decisions are motivated by a desire to avoid it—is a focus in the field of decision analysis,[1][3] as disappointment is one of two primary emotions involved in decision-making.[4]

Somethin' Different...

2008-08-23T16:09:00.003-12:00

Now, this isn't like me to post a video that's not even a video really. But the words should be heard. And I didn't think posting the lyrics would really make an impact on ALL of my beloved readers.

Check Check Check, DOOD!

Say Word, Shon!

Can't lie 4 shit... heh.. today i didn't have to.

2008-08-18T20:45:00.003-12:00

I've gone up and down the elevators of this place at least a hundred times in the last 3 days.

100 times too many.

haven't slept.

haven't eaten.

haven't been able to cry.

Blank.

she should be at home with us.

don't know how much more of this i can take.

(not done yet)

Baby Boy

2008-08-04T15:58:00.007-12:00

Everything happens for a reason I suppose.. We can sit around and cry & blame ourselves for this unfortunate tragedy. But we should remember him while he was with us, and trust that he's in a far better place. He touched the lives of everyone he knew. Sweetest dog a person could ever ask for. We're going to miss you Baby Boy, We Love you..

Our Baby Boy.. Gone, But Will Never Be Forgotten.
Rest in Peace.

Rest In Peace..

2008-07-05T08:19:00.000-12:00

Atticus....

I miss you Love.

I want my dog!!

2008-06-24T00:20:00.006-12:00

nothing more... nothing less. My Scout Nation.

truth??

Trust does not need to involve belief in the good character, vices, or morals of the other party. Persons engaged in a criminal activity usually trust each other to some extent. Also trust does not need to include an action that you and the other party are mutually engaged in. Trust is a prediction of reliance on an action, based on what a party knows about the other party. Trust is a statement about what is otherwise unknown -- for example, because it is far away, cannot be verified, or is in the future.

A critical element in studies of trust behavior is power. One who is in a position of dependence cannot be said to trust another in a moral sense, but can be defined as trusting another in the most strict behavioral sense. Trusting another party when one is compelled to do so is sometimes called reliance, to indicate that the belief in benevolence and competence may be absent, while the behaviors are present.

Usted herir mis sentimientos.

2008-05-26T22:09:00.003-12:00

Probablemente no quería. En realidad, sé que usted no quería.

Pero, tiene usted razón. Soy todavía joven.

Gracias por escuchar a mí.

Gracias por permitirme llorar.

Gracias por ser humano.

Le deseo lo mejor.

Usted lo merece.

I wonder if you would understand that.. Don't forget my skills friend...

"Vamos a jugar por la playa"

50 divided by 2 = My Birthday!

2008-05-20T00:00:00.000-12:00

That is what I want for my b-day! (which happens to be today)

I also received an e-mail from my pops. And it reads...

Happy birthday. I'm a bit slow so a gift will be coming in a few days. I've
been thinking that since I never see you guys perhaps we should at least
have dinner out on these occasions. What do you think?

I think.. That came out of nowhere & I'd definitely need to think about it..

Hmmm....

Go tell it on the Mountain...

2008-05-04T00:00:00.000-12:00

Question:

What does She have that I don't?

I've been asking that one for years.

Literally.

years.

neat, huh?

Imagine That!

2008-04-16T09:56:00.000-12:00

People are disappointing.

It makes me really nervous.

Why doesn't anything & everything go both ways in any given situation between two people?

One of those two people always seem to plea "irrelevant" when their way is suggested and/or questioned.

I don't like that word.

I'm my own worst enemy.

I'm a disappointment.

...... that is all

ParLayed all weeKend @ da CLUB..

2008-02-27T19:17:00.002-12:00

so pretty much.. taking this picture was the highlight and/or all i had to do last weekend.

YeAH!

those are my speakers??

2007-11-14T17:46:00.000-12:00

WTF?

I know, I don't like acronyms either.. But shit..

what the *BEEP!

That makes 10 reasons for why I HATE you this month.

...

But I'm sure you've got at least 45 (FORTY-FIVE) reasons why you HATE ME... this month.

heh.

Hey Babe..

2007-09-27T12:31:00.000-12:00

It's hpnotiQ.

Secrets don't make friends

2007-08-26T12:48:00.001-12:00

Mitchell & Ness Kids..

2007-07-30T20:56:00.000-12:00

what else would we be doing at 10:30 on a Sunday night?

We sellin' hatZ, son!