Uh...

Someday, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously and change the subject.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Mo Jealousy & Envy comin' from my enemies.

At first I thought maybe it had rained Paint Stripper that day, but then I remembered I'm not a retarded piece of shit like the person who did this to my car.


<-- Bitch Move. One only a real Bitch could pull off.

I'll be sure to have a talk with my Buick, find out what it's been doing to people to make them resort to this. It should be interesting.

But I'm not stupid, this was to get at me. Shits weak yo! And this isn't over. Keep fuckin' with my shit like a pussy OR be a man and come fuck with me. Whatever the problem is, I can guarantee it's not because I messed with what's yours. So if you have a question/concern/complaint, you know where i stay. Knock on the door, tell me something. If i'm home, i'll be happy to answer. Let me find out. You can't be that scary if you fuckin' with peoples cars. Lame!

Let me live my life. Ya'll know ya'll ain't right. NIGGERS be so shife, I'm tryin to maintain....

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Come on Now.

Please do not use my debit card number.

I believe that is stealing.

Not that you give a damn, obviously... But it's a huge pain in the ass to get a new one.

I also worked really hard at my J O B for the money in my account.

If you need something or even want something.....

Just ask me.

It will make it easier for the both of us in the long run.

* sigh *

Monday, December 08, 2008

Good Morning!

Mister rabbit says, "A moment of realization is worth a thousand prayers."

(kinda)


But, Leave It To Beaver, eh?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Addicted to Pencaps.



Persuade thyself that imperfection and inconvenience are the natural lot of mortals, and there will be no room for discontent, neither for despair.
-Ieyasu Tokugawa

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Not yet, but...



What they expect?

I procrastinate.

Friday, October 31, 2008

here comes a tuffy..

Monday, September 29, 2008

Sippin' Hennessy, Say Word Son!

Hennessy in popular culture.....

Hennessy is popular among many hip-hop artists and is frequently mentioned in rap lyrics.[5]
The brand's association with luxury, and decadence on occasion, is noted in passing in the lyrics to Duncan Sheik's song "White Limousine".
In the James Bond film On Her Majesty's Secret Service, Bond, rescued by a St. Bernard in Switzerland, curtly dismisses the dog and tells him to bring Five Star Hennessy.
In the film Schindler's List, Oscar Schindler orders it to bribe officials with, saying "We are going to need lots of cognac. The best. Hennessy".


Ya so as of tonight I can finally say I "sipped" on Hennessy. Literally, a small sip. I was pretty wasted. I feel as if my "G" status has definitely moved up a notch, if not 2. Now that I'm super drunk, I'm considering bustin out some ill flow, like wha? Shits gonna be sick, SHON! Just wait.

(Just a warning... It's totally over rated. I'll drink my dogs urine before I drink that boo boo again)

I think I'll just stick to committing sick wicked crimes, and drivin' around with my rocket launcher. HellRaiser up in this Apartment. Whoop Whoop!

Friday, September 12, 2008

i think there's hurricane coming.. hmm..

Oh am I fooling you?
Do you fall for it all
Or do you just see right through?
Are you as cool as you believe?
Are you playing hard?
Are you waiting just to quietly clock my card?
Are you waiting for a moment to leave?

Friday, August 29, 2008

Sucks when u can't trust yourself. Better off smokin Crack.

Disappointment....

Disappointment is the feeling of dissatisfaction that follows the failure of expectations to manifest. Similar to regret, it differs in that the individual feeling regret focuses primarily on personal choices contributing to a poor outcome, while the individual feeling disappointment focuses on outcome.[1] It is a source of psychological stress.[2] The study of disappointment—its causes, impact and the degree to which individual decisions are motivated by a desire to avoid it—is a focus in the field of decision analysis,[1][3] as disappointment is one of two primary emotions involved in decision-making.[4]

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Somethin' Different...

Now, this isn't like me to post a video that's not even a video really. But the words should be heard. And I didn't think posting the lyrics would really make an impact on ALL of my beloved readers.

Check Check Check, DOOD!



Say Word, Shon!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Can't lie 4 shit... heh.. today i didn't have to.



I've gone up and down the elevators of this place at least a hundred times in the last 3 days.

100 times too many.

haven't slept.

haven't eaten.

haven't been able to cry.

Blank.

she should be at home with us.

don't know how much more of this i can take.

(not done yet)

Monday, August 04, 2008

Baby Boy


Everything happens for a reason I suppose.. We can sit around and cry & blame ourselves for this unfortunate tragedy. But we should remember him while he was with us, and trust that he's in a far better place. He touched the lives of everyone he knew. Sweetest dog a person could ever ask for. We're going to miss you Baby Boy, We Love you..





Our Baby Boy.. Gone, But Will Never Be Forgotten.
Rest in Peace.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Rest In Peace..

Atticus....



I miss you Love.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I want my dog!!

nothing more... nothing less. My Scout Nation.


truth??

Trust does not need to involve belief in the good character, vices, or morals of the other party. Persons engaged in a criminal activity usually trust each other to some extent. Also trust does not need to include an action that you and the other party are mutually engaged in. Trust is a prediction of reliance on an action, based on what a party knows about the other party. Trust is a statement about what is otherwise unknown -- for example, because it is far away, cannot be verified, or is in the future.


A critical element in studies of trust behavior is power. One who is in a position of dependence cannot be said to trust another in a moral sense, but can be defined as trusting another in the most strict behavioral sense. Trusting another party when one is compelled to do so is sometimes called reliance, to indicate that the belief in benevolence and competence may be absent, while the behaviors are present.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Usted herir mis sentimientos.


Probablemente no quería. En realidad, sé que usted no quería.

Pero, tiene usted razón. Soy todavía joven.

Gracias por escuchar a mí.

Gracias por permitirme llorar.

Gracias por ser humano.

Le deseo lo mejor.

Usted lo merece.

I wonder if you would understand that.. Don't forget my skills friend...

"Vamos a jugar por la playa"

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

50 divided by 2 = My Birthday!



That is what I want for my b-day! (which happens to be today)

I also received an e-mail from my pops. And it reads...

Happy birthday. I'm a bit slow so a gift will be coming in a few days. I've
been thinking that since I never see you guys perhaps we should at least
have dinner out on these occasions. What do you think?

I think.. That came out of nowhere & I'd definitely need to think about it..

Hmmm....

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Go tell it on the Mountain...

Question:

What does She have that I don't?

I've been asking that one for years.

Literally.



years.

neat, huh?

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Imagine That!

People are disappointing.

It makes me really nervous.

Why doesn't anything & everything go both ways in any given situation between two people?

One of those two people always seem to plea "irrelevant" when their way is suggested and/or questioned.

I don't like that word.

I'm my own worst enemy.

I'm a disappointment.


...... that is all

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

ParLayed all weeKend @ da CLUB..




so pretty much.. taking this picture was the highlight and/or all i had to do last weekend.

YeAH!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

those are my speakers??

WTF?

I know, I don't like acronyms either.. But shit..

what the *BEEP!

That makes 10 reasons for why I HATE you this month.

...





But I'm sure you've got at least 45 (FORTY-FIVE) reasons why you HATE ME... this month.


heh.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Hey Babe..


It's hpnotiQ.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Secrets don't make friends

Monday, July 30, 2007

Mitchell & Ness Kids..

what else would we be doing at 10:30 on a Sunday night?





We sellin' hatZ, son!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

WHOA!



Central Bearded Dragon

The Central Bearded Dragon or Inland Bearded Dragon (Pogona vitticeps) is a type of agamid lizard. Of the several species of the Pogona genus, P. vitticeps is the most commonly seen breed in pet stores throughout the world.
Adult central bearded dragons usually grow to be about two feet in length, with the tail accounting for over half of the total body length. Females are typically smaller than the males. Bearded dragons come in a wide variety of colors, including brown, gray, reddish-brown, green, and even orange. They are capable of undergoing very slight changes in the shade of their color to help regulate temperature. The specialized scales along both sides of the throat, neck, and head form many narrow spines which run down the side of the body to the tail. When feeling threatened a bearded dragon will flatten its body against the ground, puff out its spiny throat, and open its jaws to make itself appear larger. The bearded dragon is so named because of the spiny throat projections appear similar to a human beard. Males typically have a darker "beard" than females, and during mating season and courtship the "beard" will typically darken to near-black. The bearded dragon, like most agamid lizards, has strong legs which enable it to lift its body completely off the ground while it moves. This is done to reduce the heat taken in from the ground, as well as to increase the air-flow over the belly to cool itself further.

The central bearded dragon is native to the semi-arid to and arid woodlands and rocky desert regions of Central Australia. They are skilled climbers, and often spend just as much time perching on tree limbs, fenceposts, and in bushes than they do on the ground. They spend much of the morning and evening sunning themselves on top of an exposed branch or rock. They are diurnal, but like most desert animals they spend the hottest parts of the day hiding in underground burrows or any other cool hiding spot removed from direct sunlight.


Ya.. So pretty much.. This was on the back of the chair at "the apartment" today..

I think I may need a pace maker.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Conscience

The 1988 Webster's dictionary defines conscience in the modern sense as
the faculty power, or inward principle which decides as to the character of one's own actions, purposes, and affections, warning against and condemning that which is wrong, and approving and prompting to that which is right;
the moral faculty passing judgment on one's self;
the moral sense.

Conscience as society-forming instincts
The human animal has a set of instincts and drives which enable us to form societies: groups of humans without these drives, or in whom they are insufficiently strong, cannot form cohesive societies and do not reproduce their kind as successfully as those that do. They either cannot survive in nature, or are defeated in conflict with other, more cohesive groups.
Behavior destructive to a person's society (either to its structures, or to the persons it comprises) is bad or "evil". Evil or wrong acts provoke either fear or disgust/contempt. Thus, a madman who threatens us with a chainsaw and one whose sexual practices we ourselves find revolting might both be labeled "bad". Indeed, one does not necessarily need to do anything to be "bad" - a natural coward may provoke contempt, and thereby be a bad person (ie: a coward), even without actually having any occasion to flee from the enemy. And the identification of badness can be quite subtle and involve reasoning. For instance: a sheriff that shoots a gunman is not thereby bad because he is not a threat to an average member of society (as the gunman is), and hence does not provoke fear. Yet gangs of criminals can perceive law enforcement officers as bad people.
Conscience is what we call those drives that prompt us to avoid provoking fear or contempt in others. We experience the operation of conscience as guilt and shame. We feel guilt when we perceive that others might rightly fear us, and shame when we perceive that others might rightly find us disgusting or contemptible. To avoid these negative and unpleasant feelings, we modify our behavior: thus "conscience" prompts us to behave "rightly".

A requirement of conscience, then, is the capacity to see ourselves from the point of view of another person. Persons unable to do this (those suffering from psychopath, sociopathy, narcissism) therefore often act in ways which are "evil".
Another requirement is that we see ourselves and some "other" as being in a social relationship. Persons trying to resolve conflict between groups try (and sometimes succeed) to create a feeling that a social relationship exists, that the groups in conflict all belong to some larger encompassing group. Thus, nationalism is invoked to quell tribal conflict, and the notion of a brotherhood of man is invoked to quell national conflicts. There are even appeals to relationships between ourselves and the animals in society (pets, working animals, even animals grown for food), or between ourselves and nature as a whole. The goal is that once people perceive a social relationship, their conscience will begin to operate with respect to that former "other", and they will change their actions.