Can't lie 4 shit... heh.. today i didn't have to.

I've gone up and down the elevators of this place at least a hundred times in the last 3 days.

100 times too many.

haven't slept.

haven't eaten.

haven't been able to cry.

Blank.

she should be at home with us.

don't know how much more of this i can take.

(not done yet)